Do I make a difference in the world?
The way I constantly feel is...insecure, invisible, lonely, insignificant, mediocre, plain, boring, awkward, afraid to look people in the eyes.
If I were gone, hardly anyone would miss me. Most people wouldn't notice. Is that everyone's fate?
Loneliness gnaws at my heart like the deep winter air gnaws at my bones. Waves of sadness continually wash over me, and I have no one to talk to. It really hurts.
"Trying to break out of my shell" doesn't work; I have tried, and that has gotten me nowhere.
Do the ones in which I've invested my deepest passions even remember my name? People are so disappointing....Loyalty means nothing these days.
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