Now that I am out of school and entering the professional, corporate world...the veil is lifting, and I see Satan pulling the strings. Grad school is designed to gradually crush the soul, intellect, and creativity...ironically...until people are conformed to the current system. Then all of their talent and diligence is exploited. The evil of the system is dawning on me now.
In this corporate society, a person is not an individual crafted by God; everyone must conform to a carbon copy standard. Those who reach the highest levels of this system must compromise who they are, and essentially sell out their souls.
Society's professionals are manipulated by mind control techniques. This occurs in such a subtle way that most people don't realize what is happening. They believe in the Luciferian system and stay asleep. People outside the system have no idea, because the facade of higher education and professionalism appear so good to the world.
As I thought in high school, the education system really is a prison of sorts. Somehow, I lost sight of that truth which seemed so obvious before indoctrination gradually eroded my identity....After such programming, flimsy pride is all one is able to gain for earning a fancy piece of paper. Yet I count that as loss.
Being chained to a desk for months on end made my body weak, and I developed an eating disorder during grad school. Paranoia, depression, and bitterness have become more prevalent in my thoughts. Pride and arrogance crept into my mind, as well as crushing guilt, shame, and the sense of being a failure.
School doesn't make people smart. Plenty of fools are highly educated. Education cannot give someone creativity, an imagination, wisdom, or common sense. If I entered grad school innocent as a dove, I left wise as a fox, because I woke up to the mind control programming and realized the system is evil.
The professors lost touch with their souls long ago, or perhaps sold them willingly. They don't care about the students, and they aren't there to help. Instead of giving encouragement and building up their students, they play cruel mind games.
A month ago, we brought Penny home. She has changed so much since then, and she is still healing from a history of neglect and rejection. She is my graduation present, and she reminds me of what is truly valuable in life.
Life in this society is a daily battle, a struggle against losing one's soul. In the modern era, a sense of heaviness fell upon society as everyone grieved the passing of a more innocent way of life and thinking. Industrialization caused people to lose touch with nature, their own sense of humanity, and God.
May I never become just another cog in the machine, apathetically accepting such a fate.