In grad school, my mental and physical health started to deteriorate. Grad school is an abusive environment...being confined to a chair, reading and writing irrelevant material, being undermined by narcissistic professors despite hours of hard work. Memories of grad school are dark, as my mind and body gradually became enslaved to the Satanic system...and I became depressed, warped in my thinking. Without realizing, I began to commit slow suicide through starvation. The memories are haunting; I'd punish myself just for being human instead of a perfect, lifeless slave.
The slave mentality of the corporate system begins full force during grad school. By no means am I the only one who has been subjected to this ritualized abuse, which is no less than mind control. Slowly losing my mind as the amount of busywork took every moment of my time and all of my mental energy...the suffering of grad school is unique and must be experienced to be really understood.
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